...under that wave of fear is a desire to connect heart-to-heart with true friends – to share love – to be able to see people I know and love them and feel their love in return.That’s the good stuff. That’s the true Holy Grail I seek. Until now, I have found it hard to admit, even to myself, that I want it so bad.
Inside my new memoir: Drama Club During the summer between my junior and senior year of high school, Bart and I attended a ballroom dance camp held on the campus of BYU. In our shared dorm room, my life realigned after our first kiss and I no longer had thoughts of killing myself. "Only two months [...]
My stepmom called me from Idaho to give me the news of R.L.'s death from a brain tumor. She didn't know who R.L. was, or why his mom had called her and asked her to share one of R.L's dying wishes with me, but my mom obliged the request. Standing next to the phone (they were all land [...]