This project is an exploration of the inherent joy, angst, and grief in gay men’s culture.

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  • Getting Real with Getting Old

    September 2, 2019 by

    The Angst of Diminishing Superficial Beauty When I was 22, I sat across the table from a San Diego County Healthcare Worker who told me I had 6 to 18 months to live. That’s what they told newly diagnosed HIV positive men in 1987. It seemed that getting old was not a state of being… Read more

  • Pool Party: Contempt & Love

    July 10, 2019 by

    …under that wave of fear is a desire to connect heart-to-heart with true friends – to share love – to be able to see people I know and love them and feel their love in return.That’s the good stuff. That’s the true Holy Grail I seek. Until now, I have found it hard to admit, even to myself, that I want it so bad.

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